I guess the best thing that could happen is that I was thinking of someone and then they were wiped out by someone else. (Envision it as if someone is turned around, not facing me, just standing there when all of the sudden someone comes running from the corner of sight and just knocks the person off of their feet and out of the picture.) It's like I had been shook awake. The haze that was over my entire body in wonder has been shown another path, and in my state I am accepting. It's the whole thing on how good things come when you least expect them. I don't want to jump the gun, so I'm just gonna set this fragile box of emotions in the middle of my soul. I was gonna say room, but I want it to be attached to me. Plus, I don't want to jinx myself. Therefore, I choose to zip up my typing fingers on the matter for now. I would hate to say too much and UGHHHHH! Work can be so frustrating. I get exclamation texts (ya know, where someone types a peeved off text using these >!<) for things that aren't my fault and for things I thought through and chose not to do for my sake and because I knew someone could do it just fine in the morning.
So what the heck makes me feel good in all of this... People thinking I'm worth their attention *big grin!* and knowing I wasn't just leaving dogs in crates for no good reason. Haha! Though I must admit that I forget to sign the med. cards a lot...I go looking for a pen and end up doing something else. Whoops.
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