What recognizing can do for ya:

I totally just realized my problem!  Guess what fixed it?!  I'll tell you, because it's pretty funny.  Today was "Love and Acceptance" day at camp.  Those of us who believe in an unconditional loving God would understand that God loves and accepts everyone around us.  Anyways!  So, I was pray-thinking (God-tangent-Epiphany-thing) in the scrubadubdub shower and was thinking, "I came to camp to find myself, and my idea of finding myself is finding someone to fall in love with" cheesy, I know, but get over that because then this happened:  today during the opening narration of worship Cupid was taught that love isn't just between two people, its about sharing it and finding it within everyone.  Then I realized that maybe I have already found myself, I just had no idea!  I could be looking for love in the wrong place since I really should be looking for it in places!  Now, guess what?!  I don't think I really know because I'm tired...but I'm going to try and work on my finding love outside of a box by continuing to do what I've been doing BUT ACTUALLY REALIZE IT THIS TIME!