Quarter-Life Crisis

I want to get a library card.  I can pass by a library on my way home from work.  If I go to the library maybe I will be able to write my book.  I wonder if the computers there have Word.  Typing on my little netbook is terrible because it's so small, I'm smashed into my cluttered room, and that darn thing freezes all the time. 

I think I would like my job more if I was getting paid more.  Is that bad?  Standing all day, a 30 minute lunch, pouring candles, hand-finishing candles, packing and shipping candles...it's worth more than what I'm getting.  I wonder if getting paid for the task would be better than getting paid for the hours worked.  Some days probably.  A six by twelve candle is only $167 retail value.  Haha.  I'm probably waiting for them to bring it up when I should, in reality, just bring it up myself.  It's not bothering them to be paying me what they're paying me.

I don't want a new car.  I want a more organized life.  It overwhelms me the clutter in my room.  I fix it by shutting my eyes when I fall asleep.  I stare at my book instead of the mess on the floor.  I need clean clothes but they're the reason my room is so dirty.  I hate putting away my clothes.  Anyone have any advice? 

I love to garden.  I want to ride my bike more.  I want to put a bag over my head (paper NOT plastic).  I want to hang out more with my new-old friend Award.  I want to have my own place, but share it with someone awesome so that I don't become a hermit.  I'm gaining weight in my tummy an thighs because there's too much junk in the house.  I asked my mom to quit buying it.  I think it's funny how my old boyfriend became a vegetarian for his health when all the crap I eat is classified as vegetarian.  That wouldn't fix my problem, is what I'm saying. 

Read, Netflix, Pottery, Garden, Family, Friends.  Oh, and some dogs and some candles.  Maybe I should put them in order of importance:  Family, Friends, Pottery, Garden, Read, Dogs, Netflix, Candles.  Sorry candles...a raise would bump you up though I'm sure.

(And yet another post I don't feel like rereading to fix errors)